Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah...my desktop is up and running again. Just as I was about to get a new monitor, my father's fren gave me one. Not a new piece but at least I can save a few bucks from getting a new one.
Welcome 2011!!! In fact I had wanted to list down my new year's resolutions on 1.1.11 but as u know...my desktop was down. Takde rezki for me to share them with you lah. hee hee. But to summarise, I wish that I would have better health and my relationships with my family, loved ones and friends would be strengthened, InsyaAllah. And not to forget, I hope to incline myself to ukhrawi - ibadah and iman. May the strength be with me.
Just today, my parents and I visited two people at the ICU/NUH.
First was my cuzin who is in ICU since he is having trouble breathing. My heart pained to see him really making the effort to breathe. And he needs the oxygen mask to breathe too. According to my another cuzin, his condition today was better than before. Alhamdulillah. I pray that he will recover soon. When he's still well and if we met at family gatherings, I would usually spot him at one corner and we would only exchange smiles. He's quite a quiet man. Take care Abg Tajud.
My family & I actually bumped into my dad's fren on our way to visit my cuzin and I was quite shocked when he told us that his wife is in a critical condition. I knew her personally since she never fail to come to my place every Hari Raya and furthermore my Dad teaches ngaji at their residence on Monday nights. According to the husband, she was having fever on friday nite and just collapsed. When brought to the hospital, she went into a coma and they were informed by the doc that her liver and kidneys may not be functioning anymore. When I saw her children teared, i felt like tearing too...what if the same scenario happens to my family. Can I take it? Cik Enab, my family & I hope that you too, would recover soon.
Ajal & Maut ditangan Tuhan...manusia merancang, Allah yg tentukan. I have known some people who had slipped into coma and God has given them second chance to 'live' again. So, I do hope that these people would be given a second chance again?
I feel tired easily these days and seem to be running out of time. And my heart is still telling me - Jijah, its still not the right time. So when am I going to put the right time to into the right perspectives? Only time will tell. Not worth hoping for the sky when the sky is not even our reach.
Goodnite everyone.
